i love my boyfriend.

गोथिक लोलिता

i am such a girly girl.

and lately i have become obsessed with lolita fashion. <3

love the petticoats, ruffles, accessories and pretty shoes!!!

it's like Alice in Wonderland little girl with a mysterious, taboo sexy twist all tied up with bows :)

cemetary

बेबी

everything is different in your arms. a garden i have never seen before, the colors like memories i haven't yet experienced. deja vu, apres vu, deja vous, apres vous, deja vous.

voire, etre. c'est le meme? like a dream i can only hope is real.

open my eyes, let me see you will still be there sleeping beside me.

ouvrez mes yeux, que vous eussiez ete ici.

शोएस

sexiest shoes. and they're mine!

all i want is you.

इ ऍम

i am the connecting claddagh palm.

लिके थे रैन

i love him.

like standing in the rain,
shivering wet, waiting.
i close my eyes against the storm
and open them
with his mouth against mine
like the perfect movie ending.

i am so glad he did not give up on me.

प्लेस

can i please put my thoughts on hold?

i need time of free falling, getting back to the girl i am. i need to let the pieces fall and decipher them from there instead of predicting heads or tails.

i need to be the girl i was when you met me - ready for anything, taking chances, trying things on for size and changing my mind all over again.

i need to laugh and wear plaid with stripes. i need to be free.

i need to be the girl i am.

i'm sorry.

! i learned how to shoot today

it's such a long story, can't even use words because i'm holding my breath. it is so simple like a circle, the zen like disconnect disappered when i realized we were on the same wavelength. around and around and around

but there is no one else i'd rather be encircled in, than with you.

ब्यूटी

c. Bella Pilar


so...

i was accepted at Pivot Point, i just have to decide, and if the answer is yes choose a start date.

i want it. i want to be one of those girls in all black on the studio floor, i want to learn the tricks of the trade and apply it to the trends in the glossy paged magazines. i want to use my design theory classes, i want my homework to be about color. i want to work on the back lot at paramount. i want to be in that fast-paced, edgy competitive creative world.