तोतों

I have been doing a lot of thinking. And breathing. Which is exactly what I came here to do. I am in love with him. I am in love with sleeping in his arms, and giggling uncontrollably when he tickles me. I melt every time he says 'i love you'. You know that feeling when it's so hot outside and you're at the pool, and you're about to jump in without testing the temperature of the water just because it is so inviting... and you jump in, over your head and the water is cold, but the more you get used to it, the better it feels, and you adjust to the new temperature, the new environment, the new perspective you have inside of the water rather than out...
This crazy state and this boy are kinda like that.

And that is the longest runon sentence I think I have ever written, except for the time when I was rebelling and convinced that punctuation was obsolete.

*sigh*