फ़ूड यू शौल्ड एअत

someone says these are the top 100 foods you should eat at some point in your lifetime... the ones in bold i've tried!

1. Venison
2. Nettle tea
3. Huevos rancheros i like it super spicy with lots of salsa!
4. Steak tartare
5. Crocodile
6. Black pudding
7. Cheese fondue i like chocolate fondue better
8. Carp
9. Borscht
10. Baba ghanoush hummus, please
11. Calamari yummy
12. Pho
13. Peanut butter and jelly sandwich
14. Aloo gobi
15. Hot dog from a street cart the best one was on new years eve
16. Epoisses
17. Black truffle
18. Fruit wine made from something other than grapes
19. Steamed pork buns eh they're ok... when i'm super hungry
20. Pistachio ice cream yummy! and i love that it's green
21. Heirloom tomatoes
22. Fresh wild berries papa used to take us berry picking :)
23. Foie gras - i had french roommates
24. Rice and beans
25. Brawn or head cheese
26. Raw Scotch Bonnet pepper
27. Dulce de leche does starbucks syrup count?
28. Oysters
29. Baklava
30. Bagna cauda
31. Wasabi peas
32. Clam chowder in a sourdough bowl
33. Salted lassi
34. Sauerkraut ugh i'm totally allergic to this
35. Root beer float pretty much my favorite dessert
36. Cognac
37. Clotted cream tea
38. Vodka jelly
39. Gumbo
40. Oxtail
41. Curried goat
42. Whole insects
43. Phaal
44. Goat’s milk
45. Malt whisky from a bottle worth £60/$120 or more
46. Fugu
47. Chicken tikka masala
48. Eel
49. Krispy Kreme original glazed doughnut
50. Sea urchin
51. Prickly pear
52. Umeboshi
53. Abalone
54. Paneer
55. McDonald’s Big Mac Meal
56. Spaetzle
57. Dirty gin martini
58. Beer above 8% ABV
59. Poutine
60. Carob chips
61. S’mores
62. Sweetbreads
63. Kaolin
64. Currywurst
65. Durian
66. Frogs’ legs
67. Beignets, churros, elephant ears or funnel cake
68. Haggis
69. Fried plantain
70. Chitterlings or andouillette
71. Gazpacho
72. Caviar and blini
73. Louche absinthe
74. Gjetost, or brunost
75. Roadkill
76. Baijiu
77. Hostess Fruit Pie
78. Snail
79. Lapsang souchong
80. Bellini
81. Tom yum
82. Eggs Benedict favorite breakfast to order
83. Pocky i just tried blueberry and it is my new fave
84. Tasting menu at a three-Michelin-star restaurant
85. Kobe beef
86. Hare
87. Goulash
88. Flowers
89. Horse omg barf
90. Criollo chocolate
91. Spam
92. Soft shell crab
93. Rose harissa
94. Catfish
95. Mole poblano
96. Bagel and lox
97. Lobster Thermidor
98. Polenta
99. Jamaican Blue Mountain coffee
100. Snake

पैंट

i just feel like painting. nothing beautiful or meaningful, just big walls of nothing, color everywhere like drowning.

i feel rebellious, and my creativity has been like an underground current for way too long.

so my parents think i'm crazy and want to send me to a shrink because i like to stay out all night, and occassionally don't do my chores. in short, i am doing what most 24-year olds do.

i think they are the crazy ones.

A is for age: almost 24

B is for beverage of choice: tea - green, jasmine, or oolong

C is for career: something creative, someday

D is for dogs name: i want a dog named moppit

E is for Emergency Room Visits: i've been so many times... even on friday the 13th! my last visit was for when i chopped off part of my finger agghhhhhh

F is for favorite TV show: family guy


G is for game: i like indoor sports ;) and i'll rock your socks off at scattegories

H is for hometown: chicago

I is for instruments, what can you play: piano, a little bit of guitar, and the okarina

J is for juice, what is your favorite?: mango naked juice



K is for kicking butt, whose do you want to?: i'm not into violence to solve problems, but yeah my manager needs to stop being a b.

L is for last restaurant you ate at: siam pasta



M is for marriage: *sigh*


N is for number of piercings: 7, hopefully 8 soon!

O is for overnight hospital stays: none, unless you count me waiting in the er while the clock ticks past midnight


P is for people you were with today: my family, hopefully meeting up with bj and his cousins later

Q is for quiet time, how do you spend it?: reading, art, blogging


R is for regret, what's your biggest one?: being indecisive


S is for status: i'm ok... im inbetween worlds at the moment

T is for time you woke up today: 8 but i hit snooze until 8:30

U is for unique, how are you unique?: i wear converse with skirts, make up words, and am from my own planet



V is for vegetable you love?: tomatoes. i swear i'm addicted

W is for worst habit: chewing my gum like a valley girl

X is for x-rays you've had: lungs, spine, wisdom teeth, wrist


Y is for yummy food you ate today: lemon poppyseed cake, strawberries, and Hello Kitty candy


Z is for zodiac sign: i'm a gemini - and totally true to that

२

i got a double yolk today when i made over-easy eggs.

isn't that supposed to be lucky?

i made a wish just in case.

फवोरिते

my favorite beauty products... at the moment

makeup:

eyes- violet Clinique liner, brushed over with like mink Clinique shadow and topped with BadGal lash blue mascara - i always get complimented on my eyes when i wear that mascara, even from people who see me every day!



lips- Smashbox O-Gloss. oh yes. so perfect.


skin- i've been pleasantly surprised with Aveda's Outer Peace line - perfect for oily skin, and it smells pretty. and of course i always totally heart my Clinique moisture surge face lotion

पिएर्सिंग

i want a christina piercing! so pretty, it would be a secret (like my other ones!) that you can only see when i'm naked... love love love that idea.
and why else wouldn't i want to girly up my girly parts? hehe

"i kissed a girl and i liked it..."

i'm so becoming a lesbian.

5.30.2008
dreams
my dreams have been intensely vivid lately. meaningful, maybe only because i wonder about them long after i have woken up. i have dreamt about millions of brightly colored envelopes and putting on piles of makeup and swimming in the ocean in the rain. it all points towards ideas that i am feeling a loss of commmunication, and i need to increase a my sense of self back to the way it was before everything became a volcano in the middle of my otherwise tepid life.

somehow wearing the ring he gave me quiets me down.




5.19.2008
everybody needs somebody.

i woke up from a dream, and my phone rang. i am so glad i have a best friend who is on LA time. "it's hard," he said, "being so far away." i know, and that is what makes the mornings so lonely.

waking up in a city full of people, waking up in the middle of the night in a 24 hour place, and i still feel like i am the only one breathing at that hour.

"you need someone," he said. it's true.

फर्स्ट एंड लास्ट

EVERYONE HAS THEIR FIRSTS:

FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND: karebear and bridgie

FIRST SCHOOL: oakton preschool

FIRST CELL PHONE: silver motorola my junior year of college


FIRST FUNERAL: maybe katie's...

FIRST PET: bubbles my goldfish

FIRST BIG TRIP: disneyworld!

FIRST FIGHT: probably with grace haha


FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH: billie joe from green day

FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY?: thanksgiving in mexico with toshi!

FIRST JOB: babysitting, and waitressing

FIRST MYSPACE FRIEND: tom lol


EVERYONE HAS THEIR LASTS

LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: hmmm. probably josh when he was drunk at sleazy's haha

LAST CAR RIDE: this morning - mom grace and i went out for breakfast

LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: every morning

LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: i heart huckabees

LAST FOOD YOU ATE: eggs benedict, sooo yummy

LAST ITEM BOUGHT: peacock earrings and a white tanktop

LAST SHIRT WORN: my pink "i <3 padthai" pj top that i ran out of the house in this morning :)

LAST PHONE CALL: dragon

LAST TEXT MESSAGE: "i miss you baby" from dragon

LAST KISS: dragon, the other weekend - it seems so much longer ago than that!

LAST THING YOU TOUCHED: tucking my hair behind my ears

LAST FUNERAL: vito's

LAST TIME AT THE MALL: yesterday - we got aveda stuff yay

LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING: i'm excited to go to LA!

LAST PERSON YOU SAW: my mom is on the computer next to mine

LAST THING YOU DRANK: earl grey tea

LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOUR HEART: *sigh*

LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY HONESTLY HAPPY?: when i was in kansas